Oh my goodness people you have no idea the hair odyssey I just went thru!!! I am officially a crazy lunatic person. Yesterday I decided to go to my hair salon (Estilos) with my fabulous colorist Mauro to get my hair color done. For some bizarre reason I decided that I wanted to darken my hair and become a brunette. Mauro being the great hairstylist he is did quite a wonderful job, the problem was that when I saw myself I almost had a panic attack!!! Hahahaha I looked like Malinka the Russian prostitute!!! People told me it looked good but I didn't feel like myself at all!!! Worst part is that I had to go to the network to shoot 4 episodes of one of the TV shows I'm in, and so I gathered courage and went. When I left the network I picked up my friend Deby and asked her to please come with me to the Estilos because I had to change my color ASAP back to red!!! Of course being the sweetheart she is she grabbed her stuff in a heart beat and came with me. When I got to Estilos there he was Mauro waiting for me patiently. To make long story short I went back to being a vibrant redhead again. Although I have to admit that when I saw my red hair I kinda had a panic attack again hahahaha it's just pretty shocking to go from really dark to really bright red in one day, for a second there I thought I looked like Bozo the clown's wife. However this morning I came to my senses and realized it wasn't that bad at all, I actually like it a lot. I know it's reeeeaaaally red and really bright but I DON'T CARE!!! I like being a shocking redhead!!! It feels more like my personality, and anyways I can always tone it down a little bit but at least I'm happy to feel like myself again.
Why is it that us human beings end up doing the things that we don't want to do? Are we trying to please other people other than ourselves? I guess we have to go thru this kind of things to understand what are the things that we really want and send everyone else to hell. I know this hair story is pretty stupid but it's a good analogy, makes you wonder. From now on I'll do only the things I want to do, I'll color my hair however I want, I'll dress however I want and I'll do the jobs that I want, no more trying to please other people, right now the only person I really need to honor, respect, and make sacrifices for is my mother and the people that I really love and consider like family, the rest you know where you can go.
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